WOOT I found the Neutral even though I couldn't see any of the icons! I am not going to be like :iconslightlymetaphisical: who is stuck in astonishmet! I now get what you are saying about not being able to change icons though!!! Others have been saying it too.

Anyway that is all pointless unless you are :iconslightlymetaphisical:

OK so I am going away for about a week and I don't think I will be using internet so messages won't be responded to for a little.

BYE BYE!!

OK, I am now in Canada until June 29th (the day before my 18th B-Day )

I am still working on my list from my last journal (scroll past it if you have seen it already)


1. JFK Memorial

2. A fuzzle*

3. Angel and Demon
4. Eddie Izzard before I see him in concert in July - WOOOOO

5. Hope - still

6. A sort of anime drawing I started last summer

7. Crazy hair lady

8. A TON of Resident Evil Fan art

9. Alice in Wonderland fan art possibly

10. Alex - a guy from a story a friend and I are neglecting to write... probably will never write but I want to finish some of the drawings for it anyway cause they were cool

11-1000000000. and a billion million other things in my various folders (both on the computer and printed out) and in my favorites folder on dA entitled "Pictures I want to draw"


So I hope to post the sort of anime guy which looks nothing like an anime guy anymore soon but I may wait until I am home again.

I am currently working on a picture of Albert Wesker from Resident Evil!!!
I just love him
I hope to finish in time to enter him into 's contest for villians but I worry I won't finish in time. Only 3 day
Must hurry

Also kinda starting the 100 Challege that has been circling
it may be a rare thing for me to do any of it and I really didn't want to get into it just yet but it is all 's fault! I blame him completely!!!!!!!! 100%
Curse you

Plus being me, I had to combine 2 variation just to make sure I didn't leave anything good out so I have 130 thing in total...
I am way too much of an over achiever...


1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Away
9. Cut
10. Innocence
11. Drive
12. Breathe Again
13. Memory
14. Insanity
15. Misfortune
16. Smile
17. Silence
18. Questioning
19. Blood
20. Rainbow
21. Gray
22. Fortitude
23. War
24. Vacation
25. Mother Nature
26. Distasteful
27. Want
28. Cat
29. No Time
30. Trouble Lurking
31. Europe
32. Tears
33. Foreign
34. Sorrow
35. Happiness
36. Under the Rain
37. Flowers
38. Night
39. Moon
40. Wrath
41. Walk
42. Expectations
43. Stars
44. Hold My Hand
45. Precious Treasure
46. Eyes
47. See
48. Abandoned
49. Dreams
50. 4:29 PM
51. Citric Acid
52. Teamwork
53. Standing Still
54. Dying
55. Two Roads
56. Two Guns
57. Drop
58. Dirt
59. Young
60. Old
61. Tower
62. Need
63. Biohazard
64. Sacrificial
65. Illusion
66. Family
67. Creation
68. Childhood
69. Stripes
70. Breaking the Rules
71. Sport
72. Deep in Thought
73. Keeping a Secret
74. Tower
75. Waiting
76. Danger Ahead
77. Sacrifice
78. Kick in the Head
79. No Way Out
80. Desert
81. Rejection
82. Fairy Tale
83. Voodoo
84. Magic
85. Do Not Disturb
86. City
87. Multitasking
88. Horror/Horrific
89. Snow
90. Traps
91. Playing the Melody
92. Hero
93. Annoyance
94. 67%
95. Mislead
96. Obsession
97. Mischief Managed
98. I Can't
99. Are You Challenging Me?
100. Mirror
101. Broken Pieces
102. Testament
103. Drink
104. Fuck
105. Starvation
106. Words
107. Pen and Paper
108. Can You Hear Me?
109. Heal
110. Out Cold
111. Sick
112. Spiral
113. Seeing Red
114. Food
115. Hunger
116. Pain
117. Through the Fire
118. Triangle
119. Drowning
120. All That I Have
121. Give Up
122. Last Hope
123. Advertisement
124. In the Storm
125. Safety First
126. Puzzle
127. Solitude
128. Relaxation
129. Alone - [link]
130. Gone

The End !

PS: Some of those topic I may decide not to do - they are debatable as of right now but we'll see
I'll probably never finish anyway

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Ok... so I've been putting this off for a while because I am a lazy ass and now I am here and really REALLY tired so if this sounds a bit like a mindless ramble it probably is.
Comencing ramble - things will be spelt wrong, like comencing, or maybe that just looks wrong...

Anyway! I am out of 11th grade and 3/4ths of the way through HELL!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOO!!!!! GOO ME!!!!!!

I have survived a lot! A lotty lot! And I am still here, in one piece with a brain that while probably has been sucked dry by school a bit it still a smart one. Got all A's again and I am still succeeeeeeding in my goal of having a 4.0 unweighted GPA by the time I get out of high school. But no one probably cares much about that so on to other things.

I am in Oregon! Yup, I snuck off without telling you all. I have started my summer vacation as we do every summer. Only this summer, I won't be gone like I usually am most years. I will be back home from Julyish onwards. I have internet here the whole time so I should hopefully be drawing my brains out as much as I can and posting stuff! That is, as long as Othello doesn't swallow me whole with it's study guide of DEATH!!!!! In other words, I have to read Othello this summer and finish a 35 page packet of questions. I loathe summer homework and STRONGLY disagree with giving it. Summer is suppose to be down time, not I want to blow my brains out because of all this fucking work time! Yet, my own fault for signing up for AP Language...

I'll see how that goes...

Anyway. So internet for now but when I go to Canada I might not have it yet I'll write another one of these things before that happens.

So what will be coming...
Hmmmmmmmm......
The following is actually for me more than anything but it is a list of what will hopefully be coming soon!

1. JFK Memorial

2. A fuzzle*

3. Angel and Demon
4. Eddie Izzard before I see him in concert in July - WOOOOO

5. Hope - still

6. A sort of anime drawing I started last summer

7. Crazy hair lady

8. A TON of Resident Evil Fan art

9. Alice in Wonderland fan art possibly

10. Alex - a guy from a story a friend and I are neglecting to write... probably will never write but I want to finish some of the drawings for it anyway cause they were cool

11-1000000000. and a billion million other things in my various folders (both on the computer and printed out) and in my favorites folder on dA entitled "Pictures I want to draw"
I'm a very busy person!

*cute little cotten ball thing that was suppose to be in the Alice in Wonderland (that is a lie, don't believe it) but didn't quite make it

PS: I have reached a point where just everything is hysterical. Things just keep getting sillier.
Some funny things: or maybe the are just funny to me...
My mum packed about a billion milks for me yet she can't find a single one of her milks.
In the gas station today (in Oregon they don't let you pump your own gas like the rest of American - it is actually against the law for a civilian to do) as my dad was washing the windowns he turned to the man and asked is it ok to wash the windows. My mum and I cracked up laughing - our windows were covered in bugs hitting our windshield from driving and the guy was just like "yeah you can do that"
lol
we just couldn't stop laughing! In my dad's defense, the guy honestly appeared to be looking at my dad funny as he started washing the windows and then my dad asked the question. I might have done it too, we were all so tired
And we have been trying to unpack a years worth of stuff into a little tiny beach house we are renting even though we are only staying for 2 weeks
SERIOUSLY! We have no idea how this happened!!!!
it is amazing!
Also, my mum asked me where my clothes were because she didn't want Angel (my cat who we secretly thing is entirly make of fur - she NEVER stops shedding) lying all over them and I told her they were on the rocking chair
Problem is - we don't have a rocking chair here so she said "What rocking chair?"
and I proceeded to look up and respond "the staitionary one!"

So yeah, word of advise - 3 days straight, 7+ hours of driving a day = death so I don't recommend it!

sorry to anyone who had to read this entire blither.


PPS or PSS or whatever it is: Why am I still up you may be wondering? Trying to work my way to night scheduelelelelleqpzed - I can never spell that word right! it is "el" or "le"?

PPPPSSSSS: i just got BIT by a giant beee!!!!!! Yes, BIT - it didn't sting me, thank god but the thing bit me - or poisoned me somehow - I have a little welt to prove it
I brushed against something and my leg started to sting a bit and I looked down and bam - a bee is crawling over my clothes!!! God, I am glad I ran into it and not my dad who is deathly alergic!
This wasn't no tiny little thing either! It was a big one!

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Sorry I haven't been too active in my postings recently but I'm still around and checking messages.

So, crunch time is coming and so I probably won't be posting much for a little while now, but I'll try and still post as much as I can. I have SATs and AP tests and then probably a million finals and I am tyring to finish a bunch a stuff including major ceramics projects.

As soon as summer hits though at the end of May (the 24th maybe?) I'll be much more productive. Yeah!!! Must deal with Junioritis for only a little longer.

Hope to post my ceramics project soon!!!

I made my decision and it is The Eb and Flow of time
It is recently revised so check it out here - [link]


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Well each year we hold an annual poetry contest at my school and I have won 1st place for 2 years now and I want to keep the tradition going.
SOOOOO
I have narrowed it don't to my very faves and I would like you all to vote on the one you like best or maybe top 2-3 choices.
I need to enter by the 10ths so vote before then!

Here are the poems
Everything Impossible
The Eb and Flow of Time
The Voices
Something to Consider

Just leave a comment with your faves, suggestions for improvement on any of them, or notes about spelling errors! Ooh and tell me if a link doesn't work too

THANKS!!!

PS: If you have something else you really like and would like to nominate you may, but I have just read through everything and these are probably going to be the ones I choose from. Feel free to suggest another though